dont make me sorry for deleting this post i feel the way i feel if your to sick to work you are too sick to play there is no difference
did i do something to you?? whats this about ??
does it matter to you that because of my neck and back injuries i sometimes
myself before i can get to the bathroom, or that i have to take tizanidine and 16 other medicines to keep my muscle spasms from breaking my own bones?? that i have to write things down that i need to do thru the day because of my brain injury i forget to eat, forget to take my pills that have to be put in marked boxes for each day of the week. that my friends here on Marlin(of which i THOUGHT you were one) and my truck are often times the only reason i dont blow my brains out??
you have no freekin clue why i cant work, do you know how sick it makes me to see perfectly healthy people drawing a freakin' disability check and ive suffered thru having nurses pack incisions after having surgeries that i should have been kept in the hospital but because i didnt have insurance they sent me home??
or how i want to die everytime i listen to a bigrig taking off down the hwy from my house?? i carry a damn canister with me all the time incase my lungs give out on me because i worked in a chemical plant in 1989 and a 55 gallon drum of hydrochloric acid ruptured near me when a dumbass on a forklift ran into it??
not to mention the damage to my heart when i had to run thru the cloud it made that i have to carry nitroglycerin pills with me for the rest of my life
or the 3 different types of insulin i have to take 5 times a freakin' day
not to mention how it feels to have a kidney stone?/ ive had 21 stones, how would you feel if a doctor pushed a cable the size of a speedo cable up your pecker to go after a stone the size of a pinto bean??
dont talk about
you have no clue about
