afford? well, i make everything i can, or use other things to do what i need, but there is no way around some costs, such as what i just got doing on my sas- i just go about things with the mentality-you only live once, enjoy it, i happen to know that my time is near the end, so im enjoying it as much as i can- i work hard, make decent money, and spend it on my toys, untill a few weeks ago when i got married, it was just me and the runner. so, no, i dont do anything illegal, i work hard and play hard, after all, life cant be all buisness can it?