and im sure i will lose respect if it is not done on my own.
it could still be a bit before i start i have to sell my truck and i am having trouble convincing my wife that it is a good idea to sell my truck for a toy
I am "Mr. Pencil Pusher" by day so don't worry about the "respect" issue.
Obviously your priority should be family.
Once you are comfortable, then start the build. In the meantime, if you can get away from changing diapers, I have an extra seat for you!