Wish I was in your world. In my world I see maybe one positive act when I go out, maybe. For the most part I see people that walk all over everybody they come round. In Fresno I'm cautious when I go outside. Karma? Seems every time I help someone I get kicked int the tailpipe.
I do live in California, probably the least positive state in the union.
Are you familiar with Black Sabbath? I think they hit it pretty close with the song "Killing yourself to live". Check it out.